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shadowbringers and the art of grief
happy dawntrail release weekend everyone! what better way to celebrate the new expansion than by spilling my guts all over the one that came out five years ago
CHAPTER LIST
0:00 intro
5:44 a world full of grief
11:53 interlude- comrade alphinaud
16:29 a world full of grief (cont.)
18:26 the characters are (also) full of grief
36:35 interlude- girl so what
41:09 oh god we gotta talk about that guy
55:17 autovivisection for your entertainment
1:07:30 tomorrow and tomorrow
microphone on loan from my girlfriend❤️ which is why i was very mediocre at using it.
additional music from SHADOWBRINGERS: FINAL FANTASY XIV ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK composed by Masayoshi Soken
featured cosplay sewed by myself with 3D pri...
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【Succession】USSEEWA【PV】
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i hope they get divorced and i hope it’s miserable. this is admittedly a bit. outlandish maybe. i have no idea if the overlap in these demographics exists really, in case it wasn’t already obvious that i don’t do this for glory. but i had fun ENG COVER USED: ruclips.net/video/s3KZ1LuFm24/видео.html ORIGINAL SONG: ruclips.net/video/Qp3b-RXtz4w/видео.html twitter: madsengland tumblr: ...
the magnus archives has like so many themes (presumably a video essay)
Просмотров 75 тыс.3 года назад
somebody had to do this (nobody had to do this) so I wanted to make another video essay!! they're fun!! unfortunately tma lacks visuals so I had to commit fully to this and just use my face, which I genuinely thought would be easier. but then it wasn't all art is mine/from my MVs unless specified otherwise twitter: madsengland CHAPTERS: 0:00 - intro 1:44 - divine alchemy of the self...
【The Magnus Archives】villain(빌런)【PV】
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SPOILERS FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE PODCAST!! so! here I am. back again. I'm more surprised about this than you are probably but life comes at you fast. this was an absolute delight to work on with min and I hope you enjoy it MIN'S TWITTER: _worldformula MIN'S TUMBLR: worldformula.tumblr.com/ TWITTER: madsengland TUMBLR: twinkle-art.tumblr.com/
defending my favorite toxic anime boy while dressed as him because i'm very normal
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i swear i am not usually like this
【Persona 5】LOST ONE'S WEEPING【PV】
Просмотров 37 тыс.3 года назад
so. i finally played royal after dragging my feet for months and i really, really loved it. i'm really not sure what else there is to say here- this is one of my favorite vocaloid songs and it feels very p5 to me, so i went into a bit of a trance? this game has very aggressively reasserted its presence in my brain so don't be surprised if this isn't the last you see of it here TWITTER: twitter....
【The Magnus Archives】all the good girls go to hell
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back at it again with the tma MVs i opted for something significantly simpler this time, but i had a lot of fun with this one! this song got stuck in my head so i figured i could branch out from vocaloid real quick anyways if it wasn't obvious i'm a web martin truther so i hope this ages well TMA X RELIGION OF LONELINESS: ruclips.net/video/Y_FE5lOvzxQ/видео.html JONMARTIN X LOVE TRIAL: ruclips....
the unusual legacy of super paper mario
Просмотров 53 тыс.3 года назад
or: I Just Wanted To Talk About How My Favorite Childhood Game Is A Perfect Case Study In How Large Corporate IPs Are Handled And Also In Explaining Several Fan Phenomena That I Think Are Interesting So I Did (For 23 Minutes) timestamps: 1:26 - 5:53 game synopsis 8:46 talking about the reigning in of mario spinoffs & corporate IPs 16:00 talking about talking about games on the internet 23:06 ou...
【The Magnus Archives】the religion of loneliness【PV】
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It's... another tma vocaloid pv? Yeah. This song is just a little too on the nose for me to feel like I have to justify myself. I don't have anything else to say here. martin blackwood if you're out there you're living in my head rent free. JONMARTIN X LOVE TRIAL: ruclips.net/video/V3M01GkobA0/видео.html ELIAS BOUCHARD X OUTER SCIENCE: ruclips.net/video/eTgXtPstOQM/видео.html TWITTER: twitter.c...
【The Magnus Archives】LOVE TRIAL【PV】
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Something shamelessly cute! and silly! and wildly, horrendously tonally dissonant from the source material! I love the magnus archives so much that I finally got off my ass and fulfilled my dream of making a vocaloid PV!! As always the artistic context of my outbursts here can be found on my twitter: madsengland (edit, because people keep not realizing it's me haha) I also have a tu...
[PB&Talk] turnabout airlines
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audio from eps 15 & 17 of press buttons and talk's ace attorney investigations lp that's all really these episodes have been making me giggle
PERENNIAL ♡ SVA thesis film
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my film for school! is done! and also is about lesbians! i always love stories about how love can grow and change and still endure through the years. i also love plant metaphors. what else do you need. BIG THANKS to celine and fiona for helping me out with coloring last minute, you can find them here: ruclips.net/channel/UCZvKHVsN3WLw3egyKfojeRw ruclips.net/user/meivix and also to the band SHOW...
[PB&Talk] the ace attorney experience
Просмотров 267 тыс.5 лет назад
i really loved Press Buttons & Talk's lets play of the first 2 ace attorney games and you all should go watch them ruclips.net/p/PLeijZT5SL05pB4rnzoZqUCdiVOS41NFe3 sorry i haven't posted anything in forever all i do is post ace attorney fanart on twitter now lol madsengland
metamorphose
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my 2nd year film for SVA!! it's a metaphor for dissociation!! wow!! (like last semester my prof wanted something around 30 seconds so again, nothing as extravagant as the stuff i did last year) i majorly ran out of time on this but hey. could be worse. i feel like i say that every time. audio is nabbed from the adventure zone OST, which is super cool and you can find it here: soundcloud.com/gri...
taako test
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audio from episode 45 of The Adventure Zone maximumfun.org/adventure-zone/ep-45-eleventh-hour-chapter-five i'm wayyyy into those mcelroy boys right now so here's just a quick lil lipsync practice because i don't put enough stuff here
sunrise
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sunrise
haunted
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haunted
stages
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stages
walk cycle
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walk cycle

Комментарии

  • @dustyfairywingstoo
    @dustyfairywingstoo 18 часов назад

    I adore this video and occasionally revisit it since my first viewing of it. Hope you’re enjoying Dawntrail ❤

  • @vutalol
    @vutalol День назад

    Idk how to explain it but you look like you live in maine Yes its a compliment

  • @Czimizu
    @Czimizu 2 дня назад

    The aspect of grief is something that helped me through my struggles during my first playthrough. I used XIV as a way to mask going through the lost of my parent during the same time. Rather than attend my mother's service, I secluded myself from the real world, and took that time to sit and playthrough Shadowbringer's story, as a way to escape my own issues. In a sick way, it probably did a better job of helping me through grief than just sitting around and letting my thoughts get the best of me. Your video really hits it home for me

  • @olivius8891
    @olivius8891 2 дня назад

    Super Paper Mario more like Super Paper KINO

  • @StudioJoPro
    @StudioJoPro 4 дня назад

    This game was so fun, I hope that Nintendo will either make a sequel or a remake of this game someday soon

  • @i8chocolatecake995
    @i8chocolatecake995 4 дня назад

    "Romantic stabbing" yea i sure hope it does /ref I once saw someone else describe TMA as a modern greek tragedy, and I have to agree after speaking to my mom about what a greek tragedy entails- she came to the same conclusion: TMA is a modern greek tragedy, and its sorrowful ending is but one of the many hallmarks of the genre ❤ (loving this video so far btw)

    • @i8chocolatecake995
      @i8chocolatecake995 4 дня назад

      I am laughing i love this you may have gained a new sub here this is amazing

    • @i8chocolatecake995
      @i8chocolatecake995 4 дня назад

      (It was 17:10, in case abyone was wondering what caused me to literally laugh out loud and spill my juice xD)

    • @i8chocolatecake995
      @i8chocolatecake995 4 дня назад

      Also you just have immaculate vibes- the glasses, the earrings, the cat (cats my beloved) ✨✨

  • @blake6210
    @blake6210 4 дня назад

    As I was finishing Shadowbringers, I had this appear in my home page. I listed it as watch later, because I wanted to finish the patch quests too before delving more into an analysis on what makes Shadowbringers such a fan favorite expansion. After watching it, I think you beautifully summed it all together, and it truly is an expansion that so many of us wish to experience for the first time again.

  • @Ben_R4mZ
    @Ben_R4mZ 4 дня назад

    Opening with the first scene in ShB that made me ugly cry. Your title garbered my interest. But now you have my attention. (If I think of anything else I need to say I'll edit this comment.)

  • @cameronk.2777
    @cameronk.2777 5 дней назад

    Burger king crown emet selch is wicked

  • @axemtitanium
    @axemtitanium 5 дней назад

    Finally some good FFXIV video essays that aren't just about lore and canon and whatnot.

  • @Ectojyunk
    @Ectojyunk 5 дней назад

    I love ShB and its patches sm. Greatly put together video essay! I want to add one little thing about G'raha though. He really does feel like an outsider and a foil to Emet-Selch in the fact that he succeeds in changing the past while Emet-Selch does not. They both want the best for their people but one requires hurt and calamities to ensure their safety while the other does not. I do think ShB does allow you to change the past >points at G'raha's refusal of the 8th Umbral Calamity, and that the only way to do so is to come out the victor- maybe some other factors are involved as well. If Emet-Selch had won, he would've traveled back in time to (try) and undo the Final Days with G'raha's secrets of time travel. Alas we won, so our timeline is the one that gets to continue.

  • @calamarical
    @calamarical 6 дней назад

    The way I cheered at my screen when I saw the emet selch cosplay, like my sports team had just won. femroe wol? alisaie fan? and an emet selch understander 🤝 we are of one brilliant mind

  • @Krydan
    @Krydan 6 дней назад

    Damn I never thought about Alphinaud being the Karl Marx of Norvrandt

  • @Rinienna
    @Rinienna 6 дней назад

    This was a beautiful essay, so well composed and personal yet relatable to all. The very end is what broke me. I never knew the line to that quest. What an absolute raw line of text to be buried within the summary of a quest. I'm totally okay and not crying, you are.

  • @tripnipalex
    @tripnipalex 7 дней назад

    shadowbringers broke me in ways i thank it for

  • @wrenromero6392
    @wrenromero6392 7 дней назад

    for research purposes, completely unrelated to your chosen of FemRoe- are you a lesbian?

  • @horngeek9115
    @horngeek9115 7 дней назад

    God dammit I just realised that’s why *Thancred*, specifically, was the one to break into your fight with Hades.

  • @neverbloom4717
    @neverbloom4717 8 дней назад

    recongising the profile picture from an bc fanart in 2021(?) was a kind of whiplash.

  • @katrinkpunkt
    @katrinkpunkt 8 дней назад

    To clear up the Burger King crown 😂 Mentors have a crown icon in the game and they're memed on to be really bad, so everyone calls those "Burger King Crowns"

  • @dukkdukkering
    @dukkdukkering 8 дней назад

    Holy crap, this video is so well put together I quietly cried at least three separate times while watching it.

  • @Naxthural
    @Naxthural 8 дней назад

    Thancred and Ryne almost struck me as the complicated relationship between a father, his daughter.. And the mother that died giving birth to her.

  • @axongear9650
    @axongear9650 9 дней назад

    This was incredible. The best video on ff14 I have ever seen.

  • @Vee.Nomine
    @Vee.Nomine 9 дней назад

    I am leaving this comment as a note to my future self. I hope you have learned something from this essay, but also learned from your own cathedral. I hope you have found peace.

  • @ShungaBunga42069
    @ShungaBunga42069 9 дней назад

    Incredible video. I really appreciate how the thumbnail uses Endwalker's "Tales of loss and fire and faith" and i wanna take that a step further and say that line came out in EW so it's referring to the previous expansions in order. ShB is a tale of loss, as you've shown here, StB is a tale of fire (the world ablaze in a revolution etc.), and HW is a tale of faith (faith in love, faith in a higher power, faith in the system, how faith fails sometimes, etc.). And I think that's a really cool detail.

  • @eh0394
    @eh0394 10 дней назад

    why are you smoking :(

  • @Ravy_Nevermore
    @Ravy_Nevermore 10 дней назад

    I was actually so annoyed at 19:31 that you apparently used the very recognizable art of one of my favorite Emet-Selch artists until you put on the cosplay and I realized you were the artist.

    • @madsengland
      @madsengland 10 дней назад

      laughing so hard at the realization that there’s a demographic out there that will only recognize me when i’m wearing the emet-selch fit thank you

  • @Edoran
    @Edoran 10 дней назад

    My life has always been marked with loss. My parents, most of my family, chances and more, but post Endwalker I went through a type of loss I had never experienced and probably never will again. It had to do with irl and FFXIV, it was the type of thing you only get one chance at. To be honest I still don't think I was supposed to be a part of and probably never should have been a part of my life. This game has given me the best and worst experiences of my life, directly and indirectly.

  • @ChronicBookHangover
    @ChronicBookHangover 10 дней назад

    For anyone else to understand that, they too must see your open wound. And they have to gaze upon the cathedral you built out of it. " Yep, that.

  • @CMY_._
    @CMY_._ 10 дней назад

    this is crazy good

  • @zekrom11100
    @zekrom11100 10 дней назад

    Having dealt with loss this year and having played shadow bringers on release and loving it, hearing this was a real eye opener for both the themes of the story and myself

  • @31Rexitron57
    @31Rexitron57 11 дней назад

    My slow brain just realized the parallels between Magnus, his wife, and the Golem with Thancred, Minfilia, and Ryne.

  • @WhatACalamity57
    @WhatACalamity57 11 дней назад

    I can't believe I let this video essay move me to tears. Goddamn it Shadowbringers cannot keep making me cry it's been four years it's not fair. Thank you

  • @Xanexiz
    @Xanexiz 11 дней назад

    more ff content plssss

  • @sldaymond
    @sldaymond 11 дней назад

    Absolutely obsessed with your takes on ShB, to the point where I had tears welling up at the end. There are so many obvious parallels I just hadn’t noticed, and cutting between Thancred and Emet-Selch’s impassioned speeches left me floored. It’s past midnight but I couldn’t stop watching, and the whole experience was so smooth I couldn’t believe it was over an hour long. But what hit me the deepest and hardest was what you said about there being no existence outside of grief’s shadow once you’ve been touched by it. You’ve left me with so much to think about with how I carry grief and loss in my own life. Your Emet-Selch cosplay is stunning, too! Thank you for making this video. (And this might be a weird recommendation, but check out the movie Asteroid City. It’s also all about grief.)

  • @eyedam
    @eyedam 12 дней назад

    Small correction. Shadowbringers is the 4th expansion

    • @0shawhat
      @0shawhat День назад

      No she's right: first expansion is HW, second SB, third ShB

    • @eyedam
      @eyedam День назад

      @@0shawhat Realm Reborn was an expansion. After the travesty that was 1.0.

    • @0shawhat
      @0shawhat День назад

      @@eyedam It's a travesty because it flopped so bad hence Square Enix created A Realm Reborn to replace 1.0. ARR serves as a new base game. It's Square Enix's way of remaking Final Fantasy 14.

    • @eyedam
      @eyedam День назад

      @@0shawhat No. The base is still there. Say what you want, it is still an expansion. The events of the previous one still happened. However, it is even in the lore of the game itself that 1.0 was more or less destroyed. And that is why we don't go through it.

    • @0shawhat
      @0shawhat 13 часов назад

      @@eyedam An expansion would imply continuation on the game prior to it. For example, Heavensward is the first expansion pack to "Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn" ergo A Realm Reborn is not an expansion. Yes, the lore of 1.0 did happen and the game does reference the destruction of 1.0 but that's why it's called 2.0 because it continues the story from 1.0. ARR is simply a second version of the game, NOT an expansion. But we should agree to disagree, thank you for the respectful exchange.

  • @jamesspencer376
    @jamesspencer376 12 дней назад

    I just wanted to say that this brilliant and poignant video singlehandedly reminded me how much FFXIV meant to me, too, after i put the game down after Endwalker's release. I've just bought Dawntrail, so thank you.

  • @MonstrousRegiment
    @MonstrousRegiment 13 дней назад

    I came to FFXIV in Stormblood during my cancer treatment. As such, I feel ShB very strongly from that angle - that personal grief, that struggle with my "dying world." I'm lucky things worked out for me, but it did not for many I met along the way in my treatment. But because of this, like you, Alisae is my favorite. Already I liked her attitude and nature a bit more over her brother's (I softened to him after his own humbling), but her role as a protector of a hospice really cemented her for me. And then her line after her outburst at Ryne's promises. "But making promises you have no way of keeping is not a kindness - it's a lie, plain and simple!" It was a line I felt so deeply. For everyone that told me things would be ok, "I promise," I felt pain. I knew they were trying to be hopeful and helpful, but the dread always set in. For who was the failure if things didn't go well? They for making that promise they couldn't do anything to make true... or me for my body failing, not being strong enough? You named your cat well! As for Endwalker... well, a lot of your later discussion feels similar to my own situation as Endwalker was coming out due to another event that blindsided me. And that expansion kicked me in the heart a lot, even small things that most players would not think on had a large impact to me. I needed that first patch story addition though to feel complete. Such a minor character, people barely remember them, but I needed to hear that the characters would remember them for all they did in life that was good and admirable, and not how it ended for them and the unfortunate, unintended repercussions of that.

  • @truthless4720
    @truthless4720 13 дней назад

    The BK crown is a reference to being a mentor.

  • @rinnnnnnnnnnrin
    @rinnnnnnnnnnrin 13 дней назад

    In a strange turn of events, urianger, ardbert, emet, estinien and thancred made me realize i am in fact bisexual or some form of it anyways. Thanks ffxiv i guess? Lol Ive now been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years and he means the world to me. Yes he also plays ffxiv lol

  • @elyssemae
    @elyssemae 14 дней назад

    shadowbringers remain my favourite expansion as well, and your video was extremely relatable. I too weathered several losses between starting this expansion, finishing it, and the little after. Rewatching, reading, replaying the story, definitely hit different too. I had felt myself shatter to pieces, try to pretend i'm very mature about it, only to break down and stare into nothing when i least expect it, and playing XIV on their themes of grief definitely made me feel.. many, many feelings. Thank you so much for this video, it now reminds me i should probably finish SHB on my alt :')

  • @Scorch052
    @Scorch052 14 дней назад

    I resonate a lot with the idea of worrying about losing the lessons I take from art over time. With the fear that these stories that are so important to me now will fade into just another game or movie or book I read. I guess that's part of why it feels so validating to see other people affected by these stories in a similar way. Shows that you aren't just an obsessive romantic overanalyzing everything...or, I guess, if you are, you've at least got plenty of company.

  • @yaboi3955
    @yaboi3955 14 дней назад

    I was not taken by ffxiv, so my bf bought me a story skip to the current expansion at the time, Shadowbringers, when endwalker was announced. the opening scene struck me with how different it felt to the story of ARR.

  • @UncleFenris
    @UncleFenris 14 дней назад

    What a beautiful analysis. I appreciate the hard work (both logistically and mentally) that went into this essay, well done!

  • @keitheyer9812
    @keitheyer9812 14 дней назад

    Dawntrail could never

  • @laurenlee9909
    @laurenlee9909 14 дней назад

    "Emet-Selch is a man who is bursting with love, but cannot and will not give any of it to the present, and so it is left to rot inside of him." God damn

  • @Li77lewolfer
    @Li77lewolfer 14 дней назад

    Amazing video

  • @arcaynis8195
    @arcaynis8195 15 дней назад

    Thank you. Putting this into words and describing why Shadowbringers is such a moving story must have been a tremendous effort and it was an entertaining yet interesting and educating video I very much enjoyed! If I may make a suggestion, since it seems that you're interested in the topic of grief and how we deal with it, the game Outer Wilds has a similar premise. Though it's an entirely different genre both in gameplay and setting it deals with the lingering thought that existence itself will ultimately end extremely well in my opinion. Please give it a look :)

  • @topsprout9275
    @topsprout9275 15 дней назад

    This is literally sooo cool idk how you fit so much into such a short video!!

  • @brent5709
    @brent5709 15 дней назад

    Lol the way that this is helping me with the dawntrail 6th area lol

  • @brent5709
    @brent5709 15 дней назад

    I saw the emet cosplay and RUSHED TO THE LIKE BUTTON